May 5, 2003
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Strange days.
it’s funny how just when i needed it the most, all the love came out of everywhere. I was a pretty sad girl on Wednesday night, and all the really important people rallied around me like a net of stars, or a miracle. I was up a tree in the park and Kerri came to find me and take me out for cheesecake and champagne, and earlier Joshua had come to my rescue and let me wallow in my blues over ice cream. Nick gave me hugs and told me i was beautiful in my green zippery sweater. And in the morning my long lost all-nighter and green grass friend randomly emailed me, unsought for, to tell me she loves me.
And now i’m over it and even though it’s a little sad, i think i know where i should be. I feel like kicking some ass.
“Can you hear me now?
Am I coming through?
Is it sweet and pure and true?
The Devil came by this morning
Said he had something to show me
I was looking like I’d never seen his face before
Here we go now let’s slide in through the open door….
Pictures and things that I done before
Circling around out here on the floor
I’m dreaming this and I’m dreaming that
Regretting nothing, think about that
I’m seeing waves breaking forms on my horizons
Yeah I’m shining
I’m seeing waves breaking forms on my horizons
Lord I’m shining
Oh are you hearing me like I’m hearing you…?
You know I almost lost my mind
I can’t explain where I’ve been
You know I almost lost my mind
I couldn’t explain what I’ve seen
Im happy now to have seen it
To find that the images are fading away
You know I almost lost my mind
I can’t explain where I’ve been
You know I almost lost my mind
I couldn’t explain the things I’d seen
But now I think I see the light
Now I think I see the light
Lend me your hand, lend me your hand.
But now I’m home and I’m free
Did I pass the acid test?
You better go defend now……
My heart and my soul they are free.”
hooray for the chemical brothers
