January 24, 2007

  • Quick moving update: Got email
    from Mum, all excited about my new apartment. hah! as if. No signy the
    lease yet, for chrissakes. No word from realtor, either. Called office
    twice yesterday and once today, left messages on 3 people's voicemail.
    Somebody PLEASE just get your act together and contact my landlady,
    seriously, you all have each other's phone numbers. And then let me
    know things are okay. Also  reserved [expensive] date with moving
    company, since it's gettin' late in the game & I had no other
    choice. Put down a deposit, too. Feels a little speculative, and I'm
    none too happy with the lack of certainty here. Got plenty of boxes
    though. Going home to pack my shit this evening, since that's about the
    only thing i have control over. Oh, and you can bet i'm gonna be
    super-duper ocd about it, since i'm pretty close to the edge. Trying
    not to think about what might happen if this falls through, since most
    of my cash is tied up in deposit at the moment & there's no time to
    find anything else anyhow. Also blaming myself, for being
    initially  super-confident and happy that everything seemingly was
    working out ok. I think i must have jinxed it all. Fucking minor
    details are killing me.