August 5, 2003
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Happy Ending
It’s funny how everything has just been falling into place…today I talked to Jared, whose company this past winter made me change a lot about who I am and the way I think and feel. I always had a feeling that we didn’t belong to each other, but there was a lot to learn between us. It was a really difficult process. You know, the whole Fiona Apple post from way back, when I was all heartbroken-type-thing. He let me go so I could be with Bryon, and we had a earnest talk about it today. I think that I wouldn’t have been ready for everything I have now if it weren’t for him, silly monkey. And just as I thought and hoped he would, he has fallen in love with someone and is truly and deeply happy. I feel like a curse has been lifted, the proverbial dark castle has crumbled, and all is right with the world again. And I think I understand even more now that those you love and learn from can lead you to greater and brighter things.
