June 19, 2003
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just a few hours ago, i was drinking beers with my dad and i had everything all together. We decided it was okay to mourn, in our own ways, in our own time.
But just now all hell has broke loose and this whole past year has swallowed me up, and i’m mourning for everything. I’m a mess. I feel like crying for hours and days. There is alot i’ve left unfinished.
Tomorrow will be better, and i’ll wake up feeling sad, but it will be alright. Hope is still hanging around.
